Tonight, I couldn't make out who was right and who was wrong. It's just a big cloud of gray. It was a battle between the black and the white. The thing is, the whole time I couldn't tell who was white and who was black. In my opinion, they were both very gray. I sat in the middle of a battle that I wasn't in any way at all involved in. I see blood spurting all over the place but I was just watching. I'm not in a position to raise either of my arms or to scream out loud as I make my way through the army of people. In a sea of havoc, I stood alone and I must say that I almost peed in my pants. That alone wasn't enough coz in a few days time, I must strap myself up in dynamites to face the ugliest of them all. Again, I stand only for me and myself. Everyone is just fighting for themselves here and no one else. We ain't no saint peeps, we gotta be ready, coz there might be people who'd end up dying. Truthfully, I am so sick of all the made up cinderella sugared up happily ever after stories. Bring out the ugly step sisters, bring out the witch who offered the poison apple. Bring it all on coz I know that y'all know that we all know what we all pretend to not know. Let's just say we need this hour or two to clear years of vengeance. I hope I don't run outta words to say cause right now, I'm already speechless.

I might as well just detonate them dynamites so that ya all can die dramatically. I know you guys wouldn't want a boring death, it wouldn't tally with your dramatic lives won't it?

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