I've got a skateboard and before I learn how to glide with it, I need some assistance, to hold me if I were to practice, cause I lose my balance on that thing. I stood on that damn thing for such a long time, but heck I can never ride it well. I only got interested in this skating bussiness because I was once, one of those people who held onto peoples arms to prevent them from falling on their faces. Soon after, I grew to like skating on those boards and I got used to holding them when they are shaky. Despite the times that I stood by those people with my two arms, I've never gotten the service back when I finally stood on those boards myself. That's because they've all mastered the skills so well that they wouldn't want to wait up for slow pokes like me who kept falling and losing my balance. Some don't even wanna see those damn boards no more, so they wouldn't help either. They'd rather stay away from the sun than to help. I still try to skate them boards but I just wasn't cut out for it, or rather too stupid to master the basics of skating. I still went back to the place to help out those who needed help when they are skating. But I can say that, I'm getting tired of it. Why go back right? They've got their own itenary and I'm just a phony looking for help. They don't need the help, I do. No doubt that along the way, there are some kind hearted people who helped me, but they are not one of the skating members, so they can't be there all the time. They don't know the basics either so they can't teach me, but they can just lend a hand. I gave up. I lost the interest.

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