Recently, I've seen more than what I should have seen. If I had the chance to go back to just perhaps recently, I would've chosen to not see or hear what this person had to say, or do.

I am not surprised by the actions but I am utterly disappointed by the way you disrespected everyone who showered you with much of their time and most certainly cared much about you.

The whole damn scene was just so wrong and disturbing and its set on replay in my head for days and days now. How stupid of you to throw it all away. You sold yourself cheap for temporary gains. I hope you're happy that you gained little and lost big.

All the while I knew you were a liar and a person who is extremely selfish but I hung on to the fact that everything can be forgiven because you are you and you are an important figure. But at this very moment, this moment while I am typing this pethatic little post about you, I find myself feeling so frustrated and numb at the same time.

Perhaps, knowing that this is the moment where I accept the fact that you are a foolish bastard.
I'm just gonna tell myself... Here we go again another one of my best books has just left my top shelf.

5:01 AM