To what's bestowed upon me, is what I've bestowed upon you.

Recently there's a whole lot of finger pointing matters taking place/took place.
Come to think of it, these events will never stop occurring as long as human beings still exist amongst one another. To my knowledge, a fire won't just ignite by itself if someone or something from somewhere hadn't done a certain something to light up the fires.
Lucky for you and me, if it is only a small fire that burns out with a clap of our hands.
Unfortunate, if these fires spread so rapidly it tears the whole forest down, with that, it will only mean one thing, fucked.

In the recent events, I've learned and seen so much of ungracious truths that leaves the air tasting like mud in a cup of water. Cloudy and unclear. Though really, everyone had a fair share of placing mud into the waters.

People all around, as close as they can be, they can just take you up sky high or bury you down low. Love, is somewhat questionable. There's so much to be said but really, does it matter?
The damage is done and I am no Jesus, I don't go around touching people's hands saying
" Father forgive them for they know not what they do ". I do not know what kind of person I am or was but I am pretty sure I didn't deserve to be degraded and deflated so badly until a stage where I'm almost beyond repair. I, built with flesh and bones could only stand so much of soul intrusion.

Believe me when I say it only takes a small stain to ruin the whole dress. No matter how much effort you put into sewing that goddamn dress, if it's stained, it's stained. Worst is when you've tried so many ways to clean it off but the stain just won't go.

Frustrated much? I just wish I didn't have to hear more of whatever coz every word is a disappointment. Maybe I deserved it. I wouldn't know. Do you?

2:28 AM