Sometimes, it's not because you didn't wanna do something, or give something a try. Something's could seem so right, could seem like the missing puzzle in your picture but we choose to leave the last piece lying around on the table, and when it's missing or gone, we blame it on luck, we blame it on fate, blame it on every single thing except ourselves.

Fate, is just being itself, either pulling people apart, or putting them together. Yes, fate plays a part in most of our lives. And fate's role is really mainly about timing and chance grabbing. However, if you really wanted something, and you somehow did not get any of it, do not put all the blame on fate. Cause wanting something involves effort, it involves time, sweat and tears.

So yeah, there are so many things that we say we want, say we need, but did we really work hard enough to pursue what we claimed to be important to ourselves? Of what makes us happy and what makes us appreciate life so much more if we really gave more shyt about a certain something that's said to be making up a big part of our lives?

Much time passed by, still the missing piece is lying somewhere, waiting to be picked up, yet, no effort was made to look for the missing puzzle. The picture's hung up on the wall for so so long. It is a beautiful piece of art but it was never a perfect picture and that annoys us to the very core. Guess in the process of looking, we found relinquishment.

Later, the picture, although imperfect, it was left that way for such a draggy period that somehow, when we lay our eyes on it, it somehow seemed perfectly fine the way it is, with a missing piece, perfectly imperfect. That's when we tell ourselves, that maybe, it's really okay to leave it that way and fuck the missing piece.

Maybe certain things we assume would be better off if we let fate do the talking, let fate do the math so that when thing's go wrong, fate is to blame. If it's that way, perhaps, we should start to realize that, this painting, don't mean a shyt after all.

So why not just let it all go.

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